If you have a sense that something is missing from your life, you are probably right. Your experience of being stuck, distracted, or dissatisfied with your life is a symptom of resistance or avoidance.
Your soul wants to give birth to something, and you are ignoring or resisting it. Ask yourself, what is clamoring for my attention right now?
If you refuse to give birth to that which is seeking expression in your life, you will be incomplete. So, write that book, start that business, forgive that person, dance, play, paint that masterpiece, or tell the world that you are in love with God and humanity. Then, you will experience life as a whole person.